I remember nothing

Fragility of memories

Sometimes, I wonder if I have willed myself to forget

Or if I am just such

A being with no sense of authenticity.

I would think back and struggle to remember if I indeed existed in those moments and thought them as normalcy.

I wonder if then, I ever thought it was permanent

My lifestyle, including all the things I loved and those I loathed.

If not, it would thoroughly explain why I think not of the future

Because as it is, I have little remembrance of my daily experiences in the past

Why then shall I worry of a future?

Whilst I am still trying so hard to grasp my present.

For I know it will soon also fade away from me

Ever so quietly that I fail to notice

Until I try to remember,

And I am left with nothing.

• Teminijesu - Fragility of memories